Okay, so kind of a continuation of my last blog about Arablounge. Now i guess that fellow Nuzizo users on here are open minded, cultured and educated. So, why is it so hard to meet like minded people.

I know what i want from life, and i am sure most of the women on here do too, so why is it so hard to meet a like minded individual who isnt intimidated by a woman who knows what she wants in life and who her life partner should be.

I know i aint 25 no more but just cos i am 30 doesnt mean i am half way to my grave either. So why do men in their late 40s think i am their last resort.

Its all a bit weird this internet dating thing and i am not too sure it will work, has any body out there tried it??

Do men in their 30s prefer a woman in their early 20s and not their age, what is it. Age isnt a massive issue with me but i think life is about mutal experiences.

I was looking through my collection of pics and came across this, a mosque being built in the Sana a, Yemen, it reminded me of the Blue Mosque in Turkey and i thought it looked fantastic even though it wasn't even completed.


The scale of the building is huge, unlike anything i had seen before and i was impressed, the photo is a couple of years old and i wonder what the completed mosque looks like now.

For a brief while my internet was out, god i thought i would die!! i shouted at the screen and then pulled at a  few wires to see if that would do anything but as always it failed.

Work was boring, without email where would i be,  the fact that i think i am suddenly becoming addicted to this place is slightly frightening.   I spoke with my boyfriend, i cried less with him today, i think he must hate those moments as  no matter what he does,  just makes it worse.

If two people can in the midst of a break up talk things through so that both leave with an understanding of why we choose to do what we do, perhaps we can cling on to the last bit of sanity we have. Ironic how to you can be in love yet not know what you want.

Still i got my internet working which is the main thing and i can write until my heart is content or i get banned .

They tell me that the best way to work through the confusion and hurt is to talk and if you cannot talk then to write.

My boyfriend told me that he needed time to himself and that he no longer wanted to be in a relationship and this is why i am feeling blue. I am looking for ways to cheer myself up!