Only a couple of weeks ago everything seemed to be going down the tubes.  My life was in shambles and I just couldn't get out of it.  I was numb.  Instead of work, I'd rather read a book.  I really didn't want to design, work, talk or do anything.  Some might call it depression, I call it lack of inspiration for life.  Granted this was only regarding my work/financial life.  And I know the negativity permeates to your personal life too, and it did a little, but I only really felt this way about my professional and artistic life.  Coming home was a pleasure, and I just wanted to stay around the wife and the kids.  When it came to even talking to a client...arrgghhh..it was dreadful.  Until the magical day...

This piece was created on water color paper.  I kept it with ink and that was that.  It took awhile, much longer than most of my ink pieces (or what my wife would call DOODLES!)  Anywasy, I'm not sure if you can read all the psychobabble..but that's what happens when i draw at 4 am in bed.

This is what I think of contracts and the whole process.  The name of this peice is contracts.

Have you ever thought about that? Who are you? I mean WHO ARE YOU at the highest level.  When you are not tricking yourself, when you are all alone, when you are with your family- Are you different people in each situation or do you live your highest possible truth.  It's really tough to let go and live the truth all the time.  We've been taught from an early age that there are things WRONG with us.  And we can't share them with the world- Have you ever changed anything about yourself for someone else? Do you try to change others, so you feel better about being around them? It's really pointless- If you are not living WHO YOU ARE, then you are not living at all.  what's that saying LIVE and LET LIVE.  xoxo..just thinking out loud!!