Yesterday was going so good and then it happened; we argued over something silly and now he won't talk to me and I guess he want me to apologize for something I did nothing wrong.  Why should I always apologize and try to keep this relationship together?  I cried myself to sleep and just woke and can't get back to sleep all because it is worrying the crap out of me over what; something he don't want to get over.  We are heading our 6th month of marriage and can't understand that we came this far just for it to be destroyed over something that really don't mean nothing at the end.  It might have meant something at the beginning but after cooling down and everything; I thought we would come together like we always do but it didn't.  I look around and wonder "What the hell am I doing here?" and "Why in the world am I putting myself through this when knowing that it was going to end in some silly way?"  I guess I thought I could be wrong but it turned out I was right from the beginning.  How predictable was that! 

Second marriage and it is nearly the end after 6 months.  Have I broke a record here?  Maybe.  Look, I don't mean to sound crazy or happy or whatever; I am hurt and got so tired of trying so hard to do something and nothing worked. I don't know if I should give up or stay here and try some more or what.  Yes, I love him but how long do I have to keep trying when there is no result?