I have always felt it.

The something's about to happen feeling.  I'm not talking I-see-dead-people sort of feeling. I am talking when your life's about to change. When things that were and things that are going to be are very dissimilar.

I saw it coming the first time I prepared to leave for USA. Months in advance, before a university accepted my application. And the feeling wasn't like "Oh, I think I am going to USA". It was more like, somethings coming.  My friends had all moved on, or were moving on. The landscape was shifting. I couldn't figure out what was happening, and then it happened. I came out the other end and I was in USA.

Everything that was and everything that was going to be coalesced for a brief moment, even stopped I'd say, then abruptly changed direction and life moved again.  That was probably my biggest one.

I see it coming again. Scary each time but not in a bad way. And this one feels just as big.