I walked into the tunnel....i saw dark...i felt it..i touched it..i touched it with my heart....my eyes were closed when they were widely opened..i was afraid...... it was a different dark from what i know.......a heavy one...with no light.... with no hopes.....even the sun of the hopes and dreams was powerless to conquer...i felt its weight on my heart..i tasted the dark with my mouth..i felt it bitter..i had the bitterness taste travelling into my thorax to my veins...i heard something..i listened again...i heard the silence screaming.....i didn't want to go there..but i was invited...and i felt my body out of my control... ..walking against my will....i felt my body out side me standing there in the end of endless dark..in the middle of the silance.....alone....calling for me to sail to him into the dark...i reached to my body..i touched it with my soul's hand...i felt it like stranger...but yet stranger belongs to me....or i belong to him....i wanted it back...i wanted to go inside my stranger body once more....but he didn't want me back...he said i have to carry on with out him...but i walked inside the dark travelling to my body...i got there i felt me there standing on front of my body...i felt my hand reaching to touch my body to feel him....but he wasn't there ...my hand touched the emptiness i felt the emptiness...i felt it... it was cold....i felt the dark walking again inside me....and i felt my self close to my body....i looked behind....i saw something i saw something over there...far away in the end of the endless tunnel...i saw dark.....i walked again....i reached to my body who wasn't there...i stood in front of him....can't see it but felt it...he was there in front of me like a tree.....he was cold....i touched my body and he was cold like the emptiness...my body was empty from me..i wasn't there in my body....but then i felt something on his face...it was warm and watery....it was a lonely tear on the face of my body....and i was surprised...i never cried.....i never felt that warm drops of water travelling on my face melting the sadness and taken it out .....i had to separate from my body to feel this first tear... this warm water coming to visit my face for first time......i looked behind....i saw something...i saw something over there in the end of endless dark....i saw dark....i looked in front of me again...i saw something over there...i saw my body with this drop of water on his face...i wiped the tear from his face ... and i looked inside my body's eyes... i saw something.....i saw dark.......i put my body inside my bag and i walked...i walked into the endless dark....for i saw something over there....i saw something in the end of endless dark....................................................................i saw light..... and i heard voice...................................................................i saw the light of the train lamp.....and i heard the voices of the passengers talking.......................i opened my eyes......i was dreaming........i took my body and got off the train...i looked behind..the door was closing on the dark inside...i lifted my hand to wave goodbye to a passenger long travelled with me....and i felt a drop of warm water for first time coming to visit my face.


NABIALI